No easy street (lolahead) wrote,
No easy street
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Some Kind of Stranger

I had strange dream.  That's pretty normal these days.  I was young and driving around a city with people.  I'm not entirely sure who they were but I kind of feel like Doug was there.  I had to go to the bathroom and decided that the company sucked so I jumped out of the car.  I found a community center/public library type thing and climbed the stairs to look for the bathroom.  When I got in there it was filled with dudes.  I thought that perhaps I went into the wrong bathroom and asked a guy if I was wrong or if he was wrong.  Then I walked out and looked at the sign...it said "Coed Bathrooms"  so I guess it was just filled with guys at that moment.  I went back in and it was disgusting.  I decided that I was going to have to find another place to go.  Then I woke up.

This week has been weird.  People are dropping like flies.  I don't know if it's like that end of January death wave, but my neighbor from across the street died suddenly (she was 87), one of my yoga student resident's husband dropped dead suddenly (he was young), one of the driver's wife (64), and three other residents.

I haven't been sleeping.  I toss and turn and roll and get up and read facebook and toss and turn and roll and get up and walk around and put my feet up and...well, you get my point.  Average night sleep the past 4 nights is 6 hours....I'm used to getting 7 to 8.  I think it might be the heat and humidity.  Even with the AC on full blast, I'm still hot, or cold, or both at the same time.  I even have a new level of eye twitch in my left eye to accompany the feelings of exhaustion.

I finally quit mySaturday Y yoga job.  Well, I'm trying to quit.  Of course the director of fitness won't accept my resignation email and wants to talk to me in person.  feh.  I knew this was going to be a pain in the ass.  I just want to quit.  There are so many reasons.  Don't make me feel like I have to continue to do things I no longer want to do!  Don't make me come in there and tell you what I REALLY THINK, IN PERSON!  She wants to know why.  I could go on, but I just want to be free.  The drawbacks outweigh the benefits, let's leave it at that.  This door needs to close so a window can open.

Life is transition...
Tags: dreams, life stuff, sleeping, yoga
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